Time is ticking..

I can't wait for this trip to Seattle. I feel like I'm just wasting my life away in this little town. Maybe it's because I haven't been out of my town and my comfort zone since this point last year? It's always good to get away at least once a year. I just look at *Hendrix and so many other girls who are living their lives and can go wherever they want, whenever they want and a little part of me wishes it was me.

But then I remember that I actually work for a living, and that maybe all this work will be rewarded for a couple of years from now. Maybe I'll be living in a better town, with better friends who value my future ambitions, and maybe I'll actually have a ring on my finger and a couple of kids (not now, since kids-well, my coworkers' kids anyway-are the bane of my existence and I swear they are all going to grow up to be dumb just like their equally dumb donors).

I'm longing for this trip more and more since I grow increasingly worried about my health. My doctor told me that now I'm prone to a whole different migraine (ocular) and there's a possibility of ovarian cysts too? Great. Just what I needed. So now I have to go a 'lady doctor' and also get an ultrasound. Meanwhile, I still have to visit the neurologist to get my head examined, as well as the oral surgeon for these wonderful 2 wisdom teeth to be taken out...man. Just when I thought that this was going to be my year to get healthy, that's when it all goes to shit. But hey, I may as well get it out of the way now before I'm left without insurance next year. Poop.

Hopefully the next post will be a lot more positive...sorry about that, folks, aka myself who is the only person reading this.